Not one hundred percent sure really. Today, a day filled with partying and frivolity all around me. I simply find myself a bit blue.
True the weather is gloomy. Cloudiness all around.
I sit in my apartment and hear the sounds of children playing outside. I hear their joy.
Apart from those sounds, it has been so quiet. Maybe that is why.
Satan sends his minions into my mind sometimes when it’s too quiet.
They lead my mind to wander down the path of past hurts.
There is no beauty there. There is no joy there. It’s a dark, lonely place.
Thankfully, I know this, and can recognize it now. I don’t allow the Enemy to draw me into depression anymore.
Even now, God whispers His love through the cool spring breeze. I see Him look on me with love through my children’s eyes.
Sometimes I must be blue, I think. God allows me here. I appreciate things more, maybe. Find beauty in things others may simply overlook. Not really sure.
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.” – 2 Corinthians 1:3-4